2days nv blog alr )): miss bloggging i guess?

oh yea, lets say for example if u dun like the word ' whatever' then u dun wan people to say to u, then why are u saying it to people,irony manx.

L for loser.

uh.yesterday morning woke up at like 9.35am -screams- cos i need to be in school by 10am.so rush rush rush and left house at 9.50am.sectionals was like usual.then got a bit of combines 20min before 1pm.

after dismissal went jp to pass jiawei the 3tickets then train to buangkok.choc for late.gosh i noe.chionged again and reached sunlove at 3pm.they are like singing the yv song halfway.not bad aniways :DD

then got k session and sang xmas songs with them.it was damn cool.got a lovely rose and card from them(Y) - touched- debriefed and then went to compass point to eat dinner at mac.

then me and jovina went to pop to buy the black board.the queue was long x_x then we sat outside the stairway to paste everything together and went back. glenn and eve was seriously (Y) i wanna dig my face into the ground alr.lols.

yea.the board was(L) too.then trained.eve called us again and we decided to go out to talk luh.went plaza sing kfc and talked until 11+pm. reached home at 12.20am.

i dk why i still used com and almost dozed off in front of it.went to sleep at 2am.today woke up at 11am.then read papers to search for an article.went out to meet meiling and paola at je then we took shuttle bus to imm.saw 2band seniors there.

went daiso and the things there were(Y) totally.bought 13items for section cupboard and i sweared it's going to be damn nice after next tuesday.lols.(:

after buying then i needa buy my shoes since imm doesnt have.so bused then trained back.paola went with me (: then bought shoes(quite cheap seriously).is like everywhere also got xmas sales so yea.went around with paola looking for shoes shop.lol.saw some very cute shoes.went home at 5.30pm and ate my lunch .___.

tv-ed until now.i gona sleep early tonight.tml will be waking early.

concert day tml.

jiayouz everyone :D

♥ u at 9:57 PM

people do change their decision last minutes sometimes and this doesnt mean that if u dk, u can say that people say sth diff on purpose so that they will have sth to say.

3days nv blog alr and i m back:DD

i m actually looking forward to sat cos this will mean that i can stay at home and spam shows like crazy.it has been damn long since i last did that. :P

wells, tuesday was not that bad.woke up rather at 7am then went to new school for cca.its damn chio and big :D the bandroom is like super big and the sound is damn good cos not echo-y alr.

that day my section's attendance not that bad leh after all.lols. senior band sectionals in the morning then follow by senior band prac then tone poem.thank you meiling for helping me buy lunch back and packing the section cupboard(:

shall find one day go out with her to buy the things for cupboard.most probably on sat.

band ended then left with zile and feihon to meet chengyu at je.then we got sweettalk and stayed at je to talk while waiting for jiawei.kim pangseh! lols.:P chengyu talked like .___.lols.then jiawei came and we trained to pasir ris.

reach chalet then we started playing cards. jiawei leant how to play bridge.lols.cool.and i only learnt it for 2days .__. then the guys started bbq-ing ~

then jiawei left quite early like 10+ pm with gen.then we went arcade at 11+ pm watched this guy dance until rather zai.decided to catch a midnight movie but there was like only one show - storm warriors at 12.05am.then me,cy, zl and fh went to watch yea.didnt noe that the show was like so loud.but i still can dozed off halfway cos i was quite tired alr:XX action shows arent my type.

show ended like 2.10am then went back chalet.continued playing cards again.i didnt noe channel 5 still got shows after midnight.cool.getting bored so yea went out to take a stroll at 4.20am.it was pretty scary cos it's still dark and windy outside and zile's blue lightstick is nice.lols.

then sat down at a table then ended up falling asleep and dreaming abt sth which i cant rmb for 10min.then went back chalet and slept on the mat.i think i rmb asking zile to wake me up 30min later.lol.somehow me and fh started eating snacks.___. and i think i dozed off halfway while eating.

i rmb someone left at about 6am.someone dress in red cos i nv really open my eyes to see who was that.but shld be junbo.the next time i woke up is by myself which is 6.45am.was like pretty stunned~ went to change and i left the chalet at 6.55am.spent like 20min walking to mrt station cos i dun wan to waste time waiting for bus.then train from pasir ris to outram park then to buangkok.reached at 8.20am.puntual :D

i was super sleepy the whole day due to the lack of sleep.attachment.in the morning went around to interact with the elderly.then lunched.then afternoon played loads of games then exercise bah.
after that debrief and had group talk until quite late.it was super nice.reach home at 10pm.

bathing was super nice cos the last time i bathe was like more than 36hours ago.then yea.ate dinner and use com before sleeping at 1am.

woke up at 8am and was like o.o lols.reach new school at 8.50am.then cca today was okay.
senior band sectionals then follow by tone poem.lunched at jp kopitiam then swttalk.did a survey and was glad that we arent late.then was senior band.(L).then reached home at exact 5pm.

using com now.gonna bathe, dinner, tv , show later.

tml will be having senior band sectionals then going for attachment in the morning.
sat i think go out to buy shoes (depend) then buy cupboard stuff with meiling.think passing tickets to jiawei also.
sunday will be concert.

shld be all.bye.

oh yea.

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lols.i bet someone's laughing like mad now.

see?

:D

♥ u at 6:41 PM

JIAWEI IS FINALLY BACK.
lols.

aniways, its like now 2.16am and i need wake at 6.45am so yea.gosh.
shall sleep after i blog.

today was super great.yea.morning took the usual bus but is to jp.went to same mrt carriage as two frens.lols.then talk all the way.was on time :D bought sweets from 7-11.

the group that we do attachment with on friday did with us today.cool (:
shall summarise, morning - interact, colour, learn mahjong from jovina and eve.then went for lunch.afternoon was sing, exercise.yea.

today was quite fruitful luh.

shall blog more when i come back.but tml i wun be going for the first time, so yea.lols.there is band tml.hoho.

after attachment took 43 to punggol mrt station then bought snacks there before chionging to take 3 to pasir ris with mingwei.

ate subway before i was about to go home cos jiawei, yilin, kim , yt all not there, i met veron, venus and gen at the main door there so cool :D then i decided to go.they damn nice pei me walk to chalet cos i dunnoe the way :D thanks peeps.then waited for zl, fh and lz to come back to open the door.

3of them only.lols.then veron they all went back to shop, then the guys came for a while.played te game i learnt ytd until 10.20pm.then me and fh left.i cant stay overnight there so yea.

trained and reach home at 12.05am.
now just completed the cardboard thingy for props.

shall go sleep.

tml band, after band will be going back to chalet with zl and fh and kim i think then shall stay over there till wed morning then bused to buangkok to do attachment.

so wun be blogging until then.

goodbye.

sleeeeep.

:D

♥ u at 2:14 AM

today was a very long day and i m very tired(again).my eyes are like closing now cos is like 1.17am now and i woke at 7.30am today.less than 5hours to my wake up time so yea, after blogging i m off to slp.

morning woke up reluctantly.lols.then went swimming (haven done so for ages).hit my leg twice on the floor which was freaking painful.left after 1hour from 9-10am.reach jp at 10.30am.then bought some stuff from jp.

reach home at 11.30am then started packing my stuff which are like super messy :S then was lunch before i go out to fetch meiling from busstop.she reached exactly at 1.30am at the busstop then went to my hse.we practised for 30min then slack 30min.lol! then started playing again before slacking, then playing then slack:D listened to few band songs, then sms and talked :D

then we left hse at 4.20am and reach bb mrt station at exactly 5pm.cool right.we even went jp before that to get our swt talk.choc iceblended for me today again, held it tight like crazy so i dun wan another bad experience again, it's seriously damn embarrassing luh.

aniways, then yien reach before us.took bus and walked to wrong condo.saw pretty loads of monkeys~ the rest is just play :D kinda like that part a lot cos i get to learn loads of new card games :D then left at 10+.bused home.
just finish bathing.

tml will be attachment at sunlove, the night i going 3J chalet but i cant stay over ): tue need bring bass back to school then got cca and i tink i will be going chalet at night.wed got attachment at sunlove too.thur got cca full day.

and i think i seriously need loads more practises~~~raHS.

i got that feeling in the past, and its back again.well, i shall take that as a dream.perhaps it makes me feel a bit better.at least.

nitezzzzz. sleeeep and dream on.

OH YEA.TODAY IS THE 14TH AND JIAWEI IS COMING BACK AT 2-3PM.GOOD.I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY ALREADY MAN X.X

before i go,i really wan thank this person really for listening to me all this while.
thankyou.

** sad to say,the person who change a lot isnt me, is you.and u probably cant tell it urself.

♥ u at 1:16 AM

"sometimes the biggest lie is saying you don't care."

well.somtimes.

"Often its the simple things that make us happiest."

yes.very true.

"Love enters the heart without introductions"

maybe?

"Good times.become good memories.Bad times,become good lessons...."

yea.

"Sympathy has dual effects or two sides for one coin , it can be seen both positively and negatively by different people"

yea.

"love has it's own time, season and own reason, you cant ask it to stay, you can only embrace it, "

perhaps.

gosh.facebook is like spamming my email again.rahs.

today isnt my day )):

morning was .___________.

band in the morning.

after that jovina's hse at tampines.super unlucky cos its my third time so far that bubble tea drop on my feet okay.first two times are not that bad cos both were milk tea.today was choco iceblended like wth ): walked to her hse.props are done quite fast, was like spamming facebook on her com, tv, piano today.lols.props are rather cute.had quite a good time laughing at some stuff that are totally o.O amazing .

jiawei smsed me today.she will be back like real soon.and like finally.lols :B

tml will be swimming, meeting ml to play db, bbq.

shld be all.i need my sleep badly.nitez.

my body clock is back to normal alr cos i have been waking up before 8am everyday for the entire week and sleeping before 1am.great :D

i found my 4th reason today.

♥ u at 9:52 PM

if its nv meant to be, it nv will.

i think i succeeded.

i have moved on(:

♥ u at 12:03 AM

i can like dozed off right in front of the com right now alr kae.lol.after i blogg i gonna sleep then tml wake up early to run through songs and scores for abt an hour before i go out for cca.

aniways, today wasnt as good as ytd but still, not tht bad.

morning went out at like 7.10am and reached on time at exactly 7.45am at cck.i took same mrt as jovina leh.believe it not.lols.called eve like crazy but still she nv pick up.lols.she oversleep and was dreaming la:P

only me , j and g reached from our group reach there then we go luh.saw some places that brings back memories :B

place was similar to geha but the feel was very diff.need some time to get used to it.
got quite a lot to share but i shall summarise in a few sentences luh.
even though we need to like be more patience and try a few more times, it's worth it when u get what u wanted them to do and smiles xD

lunch was good.cos got aircon.hahah.the past few days was like eating at food court but nvm la.hahah(: talked abt mostly band stuff during that one hour.lols.didnt noe yv got quite a number of bandsmen.lol.

then went back to play shoot shag and marry.was like lols?:D
then wipe tables, arrange chairs, packed loads of jeans.

after that jiu end le la.

bought swtttalk again.these few days i have been drinking it like everyday .spamming sweets everyday also.gosh man xDD mentoes own(Y)

went lot one pop to look for the things needed for props.then didnt get any get any in the end cos we all have.then at first decided to like get mr midnight /cook book for the xmas present for (somebody who approach us before we got lot one) but nv in the end.

then we went ntuc to get chopsticks and trashbags.before going watson to search for cotton wool.lols.which i still haven buy yet.intending to buy tml after band yea.

trained home with eve and jovina.(They wan get seats so they pei me go boon lay.they train to pioneer and go back again, crazy right HAHA!)

watched tv just now and read like 5newspapers.cos it have been like one week since i last read newspapers.lols.

tml after band shall go home before going to jovina's hse at tampines to do props for xmas celebration which i cant go next friday morning .but will be going in the afternoon xD

shall go paint nails now.good nitez.

:P

* eve noes me like too well until she noes if i like or dislike someone.cool leh!

happy bday in advance to phoebe(:

oh yea.

ANYONE INTERESTED IN YUHUA CONCERT TELL ME ASAP COS I GOT ONE EXTRA CONCERT TICKET.

lol.

next week schedule :

sat - cca, do props
sun - maybe going for band bbq?
monday - attachment / 3J chalet / ms ek 's farewell ceremony
tuesday - cca / attachment / 3J's chalet
wednesday - attachment / 3J chalet
thursday - cca / attachment
friday - cca/ attachment
sat - ?
sun - concert
monday - out with se, j and e
tuesday - cca /2A chalet
wed - 2A chalet
thur - 2A chalet
fri- (xmas)
sat - afterglow
sun- band yr 3 outing?
monday -
tue-cca
wed-cca
thur- new yr eve

to remind myself :D

♥ u at 10:51 PM

woke up early today morning and was super sleepy on the mrt.gosh.trip to aljunied mrt station was damn long.___.

reached on time and yea went mac for breakfast with grp 4 peeps,they are really very nice and friendly kae.lols(:

eve and jovina was late.heh.reach there then start doing morning exercises with the elderly.then went on to dance around :D helped to serve lunch, then after that pass the bk around for them to learn words?lol.then was doing calligraphy and interacting with them la.they rawk:D

lunch went to eat.there the things super nice to eat.lols:X after that played t or d(:

few words to summarise cos i really got too much to say.lols.

today is really a new and very different experience.
learnt a lot.freedom, fun, interesting,interactive.

i hope tml will be as nice.tml will be going cck.

shall go to sleep like real early tonight cos i m really damn sleepy.

♥ u at 10:06 PM

gosh i m like tired now but i m not sleepy.lols.super cool.but still, now is like near to 1am alr and i m still using com to blog for ytd x.T

aniways, ytd morning woke up quite late still was like fumbling with my things, quite screwed up luh so yea.went out super late like 7.10am but still managed to reach on time , to be exact,8.30am sharp.xD

flu in the morning was super horrible :B

morning help them with puzzle, then colouring, then was doing hats then lunch was cool.went to look for small pieces of cake with eve.wan noe just go see those videos on facebook luh.lol.

afternoon talk, sing and copy things.ratehr fun luh.thats all i guess.trained back.then saw like xinni liching there at mrt station.then i went home to bathe, eat and change before going out to jp again.

then slacked at mac for hours till like 11pm then we left.talked quite a bit.reach home 11.30pm alr.shld be all luhs.

time to sleep alr.if not tml really cannot get up :P

i hope i wun screw up tml morning kae xD

4more days jiawei come back alr:D lalalala.

tml changing place :D

♥ u at 12:46 AM

gosh ch told me abt the announcement on ivle.checked alr.gosh man.couldnt believe it.really.

will miss ms ek a lot.i meant it.yea.
but sad to say i cant attend the farewell ceremony for her on next monday.

aniways, today was not as interesting as yesterday but still , not that bad.yesterday night was trying to sleep.

today woke up super tired.lols.

summarise what we had done today.help them with painting,cut things to make hats, then sing and interact with 1 old lady(:

and i didnt noe that the swttalk there damn cheap can.lols.:P is like $1?lol.

shld be all.lols.off to sleep alr.now playing msn games with shu en.lols.

rahs my specs is kinda spoilt.z.

♥ u at 11:06 PM

firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHENG REN AND HWEELING! ;DDDDD
hope they stay happy forever xD

aniways, yesterday completed the show 'paranormal activity' and the book 'prama' by like 2am.

morning woke up at like 6am before leaving hse at 6.55am then trained all the way to hougang.reach there and saw ws then he told us change to meet at buangkok then train for another stop.not bad quite early.

waited quite long for the bus 43 then reach sunlove home.

shall summarise, is to interact with the peeps there headphones, then lunch,then talk to them.

overall, today wasnt that bad, it's kinda of interesting cos had a lot of 'first times' there.like first time feed people, first time interact with so many people in such a short time etc yea.cool.

trained home, ,and reached at 8pm.
tml and the rest of the week will be the same also(:
hope tml will be better.

tonight gona sleep like before 12midnight cos i m really tired.tml night i wan spam another few horror movies xDD

♥ u at 10:45 PM

fb is like spamming my email like crazy.lols.

aniways, was raining just now.finally got the things i wanted to get at jp.which means i went jp twice today.rahs.

pink nails(L)

off to watch shows now xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HWEELING in advance ;D
love her(:

"Getting angry is very easy...but staying calm is an art/skill mastered by very few."

yea.

"Being honest and true sometimes can take the person you love away from you..."

maybe?

"Today is International Day of Persons with Disabilities; Lets make a promise to take them along & never let them feel"

this is 03/12 de.yea:DD

"One should always laugh when they can...Apologize when they should...and let go of what they can't change..."

yea.

"ignorance is a big mistake."

i think its a bliss though.

shld be all.

next week will be very busy.the only free day is sunday i think.
still deciding whether to go for wed outing at night so yea.:P

tml need wake up early.bye.

♥ u at 10:28 PM

yesterday night watched final destination 4.is like eewwww.totally digusting.
woke up at noon again.went library just now.

now gona watch paranormal activity(L).later going out get something:P

-post will be edited again-

♥ u at 3:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YILIN AND YAOQING XD

♥ u at 10:26 PM

slept from 1am to like 12noon today.really tired~
then afternoon met section at lakeside mrt station before going to yuhua.
photos shall do the job:D


junior:D



beloved section!


beloved yr 3s!

as for camp, 2pics to summarise bah:D

muacks.

♥ u at 9:57 PM

a deep mark.

yoz i m back from 4D3N yvip'09 camp(: it's great.had much fun there.group one FTW!

love my fellow new frens, and everybody there:D
my room mates~

freaking miss my (L) though.lols :p still got 10more days then she come back.rahs.10days :S

details will be posting tomorrow cos i m very lazy now xD

oh yea.chalet chalet chalet.cant go for 3J chalet but 2A one can.22/12-24/12.will go after tone poem prac.lols.

tomorrow will be going down to yuhua in the afternoon.miss my fellow sectionmates.
those gpp peeps are back alr.yaye.

before i go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO THE (TWINS) - YILIN AND YAOQING.

i love you peeps.
finally15 and old alr!
you guys have been great friends:D
have a nice day tml!

shall date yilin and (L) out one day (:

next few weeks quite a lot of things coming up and my schedule is still as pack but it's gona be interesting.

one sentence to end off -
this world is still as great.appreciate what everyone has done and love's all around:D

♥ u at 10:15 PM

noe wad's amazing?yea.the whole world is.

found the second reason after almost close to 200 days abt the same thing.oh wells.

haish.

freaking pissed off now for some reasons.bet u dun wan to noe.nvm.

aniways,woke up as usual in the noon today.

had super weird and horrible dreams.really.dreamt of ghosts, bows, a very very old school, dirty toilets, classrooms and people.

afternoon watched 'drag me to hell' and 'ps i love you' even though they are old movies but its nice.

shld be all.goodnight.

all the people i missed seemed to be out of this world alr.
amazing.

even if i wan to talk to someone now, no one's there to listen.(instead they find u irritating.very good.)
fine then.

aniways, i really miss yilin, jiawei, kim and all my clique peeps like crazy alr.
yea and if u do see this, do sth.lols.which is come back quick la.seriously.lol.

some peope u wan to talk to, they are there but they dun wan to talk to u.
some people u wan to talk to,but they arent there.
some people u dun wan to talk to, but they are always there.

how amazing~

aiya.goodbye la.

misssing everyone i love, my bed etc etc.

"Often people blame their luck... But they forget it's not a matter of chance, rather it's a matter of choice...."

maybe.

"Technology provides solutions to nearly all problems of man"

maybe.maybe not.

♥ u at 10:57 PM

shall blog before i go watch my show and yea before i go to dreamland.

today was good.slept till noon then afternoon went jp to shop with family.

black hair, black specs, black dress, black nails, black tag, black phone.everything on me was black today.lols.

got wad i wanted alr after searching for all shops in jp.it's also black and it's chio.super love black nowadays(:

muahaha.then went home and tv-ed and started packing my clothes.

only had a meal today and thats dinner.lols.

going to get loads of chocolates/sweets/biscuits tml or early in the morning of tue.

btw curious to know who going tml.

-sneeze!~

♥ u at 12:27 AM

today jiawei never sms me cos i told her i wil be busy?did i?i cant rmb.lols.
wad u duin jiawei.lols.i got sth to tell u kae.onlineeee i will tell u~

aniways, very hard to sleep ytd so yea took me 1hr to get to sleep.from 12 to 1.lols.then woke up at 4plus while dreaming halfway.lols.then woke up at 7am.realised that i still got 45min.ended up taking 55min then yea reached exactly at 9am though.

i dun think i got much to elborate luh.just that after that i reached home at 4.30pm then got an sms from yiming to get my scores from him.so i went out again to interchange to get from him.thanks a million (:

and sorry.i actually feel missed cca for the first time :S
think band's more for me.yea.

spent 3hours on like 6sets of scores yea.tv-ed,i actually did housework.lols.then finding songs on net until now.

do i really love facebook that much?no.lols.getting bored of it alr.gona end my planting games, my rc after i got to the highest level, pet society gona heck it alr.shld be all .lols.

i m tired.wanna sleep alr.nitez.

tml out to shopping to buy things.

left with monday freee.shall spammed like 2shows(:

♥ u at 11:32 PM

for some reason, i m able to blog today so yea.lols.and this will be a very long post(:

jiawei bought wigs in china.hohoh.lols.

oh btw, a lot of people suddenly added me on msn and i didnt noe them at all.pretty scary.

finished watching 2012 with family just now.2hr30min.super long can.it's horrible but nice ending yea.

tml and sunday will be super busy so yea.
dun think i will have the time to blog or sth.
left with 2 free days monday and tuesday.

shld be all.byebye.tml cca at yuhua so yea sorry ninana cant go to library for hw session.lols.ps:X

"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes..."

maybe.

"Thanksgiving day...Grace isn't a little prayer you chant before receiving a meal. It's a way to live"

"Education is organized knowledge. Wisdom is organized life."

yea?

"Your body language speaks your mind........"

not really.

here are some pics of malan campus taken on 24aug for apiece of work so yea.now for memories.




look whose here with the expired air ticket.



band room.loves.
tons of scores.



















heree loved.i didnt noe this storeroom was actually quite spacious without instru.lols.ahs.

shld be all.

will miss malan campus.glad that i nv delete these photographs(:

realy feeling bad:X :S argh.

♥ u at 2:41 PM

if only i knew this is really wad u are today, i wouldnt choose this path.

but this isnt regret.

1. sorry doesnt exist in this world.
2.nvms are said for fun and they dun mean a thing.
3. when people are so forgetful, what can u do.
4. thats the last time and i know it.
5. something that u never wanted to know is something that u always wanted to noe.
6. i thought i done it. but no, i m still trying.

and for that , i end my post.not blogging until the day i m back.

goodbye.
( if i can, i would like to drown myself in my own tears and i would be glad to.)

sometimes i wonder if tears do run dry.

到现在我还没原谅你。
以前不会，现在不会，以后也不会。

♥ u at 10:35 PM

it's blown away,never the same again.

went back school to do packing today.finally,it's like done neatly.it's amazing when i thought we only got 2boxes and end up i found 2more boxes of bass scores in storeroom cupboard so yea total 4 boxes.

went to get lunch for them with zoenin.got cut by the fork in the plastic bags.

think thats all.last day in this school alr.missed it dearly. (esp bandroom)

i counted and realised that i got in total 4cuts on my fingers, 3 deeper cut on the legs.___. nvm.

sorethroat._.

faking a smile everyday is so hard.really.

haish):

oh yea cockroach sucks.really.esp when they fly around ~ ew.

♥ u at 8:41 PM

these few days i m able to blog without pic cos i m too lazy to find one.i haven even bathe now.so yupx.quick quick blog finish then can bath alr(:

morning at first woke at 6.45am but i went back to sleep again till very late and reach at i think the latest among the pracs in hols.lols.then was sectional.completed it quite fast so yea.file-d my tone poem and overture scores so that they wun fly in the air when playing.lols.during sectionals, the wind's pretty irritating cos the paper went flying and flying each time we put them on the stand so yea.___.

then was lunch at frangipani with ym and yj.went back at 1.35pm .then brought down 2basses for felix.just realise how good the tuner we using now is when i tried on diff tuners today.rahs!went for tone poem.first time same as last time which is screwed.lols.second , third not that bad alr.

watch 8)

after band went to pack the remaining scores with the help of meiling and weiliang.
after we finished packing, our box 1 still got space then let c put their extra files in.
went to get another box to put just scores(: in the end, the big pile that i haven sort out ytd end up in the rubbish bin.lols cos there is practically too many missing pages and unamed scores so yea.but i think our 'library' is big enough alr(:

then weiliang checked the last black file and found something damn cool.2bread wrappers.those wrappers that contain loof of bread de.lols.duno who left it there, in a band file with scores somemore for years and it definitely stinks.the most hilarious thing is that the that belongs to bonjour bread (red bean flavour de) and i bet now this red bean flavour de dun even exist.lols.after that done packing alr(: and boxes sealed!

coolest thing found in files.

1.bread wrappers (!)
2.air ticket to bangkok dated 28oct 2002. (?)
3.some certificates (:
4. some very very old photos. x)

took 97 and homed~ tved.

tml will be going back to school again for packing.so yea.hopefully i woke up early.

if i can, i would have said.cos i dun wan things to turn out to be more pathetic, cos now is alr patheic enuff.haish.

oh yea wait.meiling going for gpp tml alr so have fun and cya on the next band prac kae.

time to bathe.loved it.

jiawei haven been online-ing alr so yea.where's she now.lols.

♥ u at 10:24 PM

my guesses are right all the way from the start.
and for that, mkes me dislike u even more.

♥ u at 11:48 PM

today is a weird day and i m kinda blur.gosh.

morning work up too early and realise i can watch 45min of show on com before going school.so yea.watched for 45min before leaving hse at 7.30am.it started pouring like crazy once i stepped out of the hse so yea.___.

book was super boring until i dozed off on bus.then missed a 97.took a single deck 97 and reached school like 8.40am.so early again.rahs.tml i shall not be so early alr.then started taking everything out again and pack~ till 12plus.realised that the cupboard is really (Y), textbooks, geog notes, clothes hanger, 12 black files are there it's pretty dusty.

12plus went with sw, k, zl and j to eat lunch then went back.found a air ticket among the files to bangkok.cool.i just realised that brass instru damn hard to play~ aniways, i still got like a big stack of scores to file on wed i guess.cant stand messiness.

my black file was super sticky when i took it home.then yea was freaking sleepy on bus.tml need to go back school,really hope wun screw tone poem like really really.

these few days are freaking cold.

oh yea, (L) if u ever see this, i tried ytd but i guess he cant receive it so yea.sorry.

did i mention that my black cal was spoilt a week again and i got a white one(:

♥ u at 10:09 PM

gosh so many.this just shows that i very long nv check email alr.

"One thing you can't recycle is wasted time"

yea.

"Human relationships give life to our life...."
""I'm talking about the "healthy" ones.""

oh really.

"Every new day is another chance to change your life."

freaking no.cos u are still u.

"Temptation... Many of us are weak to it. Only some of us are able to resist it with or without help from others"

true.

""Anger and rudeness are a weak persons' false show of strength but politeness and cool mind reflects dignity"
""and strength of a strong person"""

cool.but yea.

"lets forget the past and focus on future"

lols.if thats the case,lets just forget who you are now and pretend that u are another person in the future?how abt that.

"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a man's determination."

seems true but no.some things are meant a freaking ''impossible word' smack right in ur face.face the reality man.

"The completeness we sense in life comes not always from the external but from what we feel and sense within...."

?

"Fate controls who walks into ur life but u decide who u let walkout, who u let stay and who u refuse to let go."

yea.but sometimes its the mind thing u noe.

"Fair and credible media is badly needed to ensure a true globalization."
""Killings, injuries, terror, fear, injustice and unresolved issues are seen throughout the world as a result of lies and fabrications of the irresponsible media.""

?

"There are those you want... but can never have"
""and those that you can have.. you don't exactly want!""

very true.so slap urself and stop dreaming for god's sake.

sorry people today 's post will be more vulgar and rude.
cos i m here to vent. ( cos some people are just fucking amazing lor.when their life is basically revolving around gals, they just somehow refuse to admit the fact that they flirt.seriously.they obviously noe who they are and i fucking cant be nice every single day. there's a limit to everyone's patience and seriously my anger management totally sucks/tolerance level is pathetically low nowadays.but what can u do other than vent.)
yesterday night was pathetic.once i on the tv at 12.30am, there is this er.vampire show that is not scary but they are trying to scare while narrating a love story?seriously.nmt.then the show after that last time watched before alr so yea.went to watch mio show, and finally gave up on that too cos i seriously dk wad the plot is about after an hour watching it.___. someone please tell me that i m pathetic.seriously.

went to sleep at 3am.cant really rmb my dreams.but it isnt nice aniways, so dun bother abt it.woke up cos someone told me sth, morning actually wasnt that bad. got 2smses in the morning received exactly at the same time.lols.i replied them aniways.got an sms from (L) and i replied her without noeing that i replied to her spore number.it was onli like hours later that i realise that then went to reply her c number.the only good thing was i can send up to 500 smses to her in china, how great(: she say she going to shanghai to find yilin they all soon.

went library and back home in less than an hour's time.

completed reading 'leap day' which i thought wasnt really a bad book.it wasnt that bad to born on a leap day aniways.

sneezing a lot since morning then stomach was damn horrible for the entire day today so i was doubting whether to go tml.

i forgotten to say that fb is again like ytd, so i changed pw like a million times alr.__.

i dk how u manage do it but i believe i can also in like maybe 10years down the road.oh wells.

expiate?sorry.no use alr lor.seriously.

♥ u at 5:13 PM